you are my sunshine.mp3

Every time I thought i found it turned 2 b i was just imagining it . tell i found u , in the same moment i decided not 2 search any more , i was very angry & sad so i insisted not 2 come 2 u , BUT it was FATE u said it , it is FATE , NOBODY can resist FATE , I told u how much it does scare me 2 b very close 2 some1 , everytime  in the past i knew it was just me , i knew i’m only harming my self , tell i knew u & u knew me , i know it is not love ….YET . but as u knew i knew it is something more great than love U R MY TWIN , U R MY GUARDING ANGEL , can u say it is not true ?

i was afraid of exactly what is happening now , i was afraid of losing U ,

i accept u 2 refuse me as i always been rejected , i accept not beeing good enough 2 u , i accept the same phrase which killed my heart b4 " lets b friends " in ur case even beeing ur friend is much greater than i deserve , just knowing u is a gift 4m GOD , i didnt plan 4 it , i just found me & u 2gether , i accept 2 support u & b ur upperworld bro as u always called me , BUT i cant understand , really cant , 2 just lose u , without an explanation , I know i didnt lose u , i know u r there somewhere waiting 4 me as i’m waiting 4 u ,

but i cant take it any more being away 4m u & dont even know why we r separated ?

can u think or imagine how much pain in my heart 4 just thinking of any bad thing might happened 2 u ? can u imagine how many tears fell of my eyes just bcuz i’m alone & cant talk 2 u ? every time i thought i was in love i wished 2 b with the 1 i thought i was i’m in love with …. but U , U i’m afraid 2 b with u , i’m afraid that may b in 1 day i harm u , i’m afraid 2 c that look in ur eye that u deserved better than me , i’m afraid 2 b with u cuz i cant in 1 day put sadness in ur pure heart even if this sadness was bcuz of my death , my DEATH i always prayed 4 it , till i knew u 4 yhe 1st time in my life i’m afraid of the end of my life cuz i know u will b sad of it , i nvr been dear 4 any 1 that he may b so sad 4 my loss , but u , U i know i nvr wanna b separated 4m u , in my heart i know u r my destiny , my fate , my sunshine , my upper world sister , my teacher & my child .

do u remember ?:

I BELIEVE WE WILL B 2GETHER 4EVER ,,,,

FRIENDS OR WHATEVER ,,,,

CUZ IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER ,,,,

WE BELONG 2 EACH OTHER

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PLZ DONT TAKE MY SUNSHINE AWAY

Is this me & u b4 we r in this world ???